love someone

Well, there’s someone I like. I really do like him and it’s so much fun to be around him…but – well should I really take the next step? It seems like he likes me as well, but I don’t know if it wouldn’t be better to just stay friends…

I worry so much about ‘the time after’ what if we don’t like each other after we break it off – and why the hell am I even thinking about the time after before it even has started?!

Maybe I just should give it a try – shouldn’t I?

I don’t trust most of the people. It’s like I’m expecting to be hurted by everyone who wants to be my friend – or anything further. But I want to change this!! I want to trust someone, I want to be happy together with someone and I want to love someone…again.