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Learn to say no

So there is this girl who kept bringing up my ex’s name all the time. She is a good friend of my ex. I didn’t like her when I was still in the relationship with ex. She kept talking with him and even invited him to come to her place sometimes. This seemed quite normal for my ex. For me it was weird but I could live with that.

She was the one who told me that my ex said we broke up. Ever since then she kept IMing me asking if I still felt bad. I don’t know if she really cared or she was just trying to make me feel worse. Hey she didn’t even bother to talk with me when I was still with ex! She has been going out with him and she never forgot to tell me what my ex said about me. She told me my ex said I was too jealous. She told me my ex lied about how we met. She told me my ex said I was the one who fell in love first.. I’m not sure if she made these up but I felt sad every time she talked with me. Every single time. In the end I couldn’t bear more so I had to ask her to stop. My friend said she was a bxx. She was trying to show off and humiliate me. She might have said bad things about me in front of my ex.

She was trying to find a job and asked me to check her CV. I was going to say no to her cause I really don’t like her. She’s not even my friend. But I didn’t. Instead, I help her correct the mistakes very carefully. She didn’t even bother to thank me when I sent it to her. I felt so cheap helping her. I should have said no. Friends said I’m too weak. I really hate myself for being so soft =(



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