live in another foreign country

it’s weird. i’ve been in living in tokyo for the past 4 and a half years(my late teen/early adult life)...i have to admit that there are times i simply hate this place. most times, i ‘m glad to be here. having decided earlier this year that i’ll be moving back home, my mates here just told me to not give up, strive on and stay here. actually they’ve given me a lot of ideas/plans/support, its all jumbled and mixed up. my gf loves it here, one of the few reasons why i’ll always treasure this place…i met her here. last month, i went over to hers for christmas…i found myself yearning to live in another foreign country(regardless of where). tokyo, you’ve been a great place and a cool second home…i have a weird love/hate relationship with you. at times, i dislike you but i can’t imagine living anywhere else. i’ve never truly belonged to my native country…i’ll always be a foreigner living in another foreign country.