love courageously as someone on here phrased it. How the heck do i step from here to there?!!
I’m in a love drought and have been for my whole life. I’m so scared to take the plunge and let myself be loved and my heart feels frozen—I don’t know if I can love. Of course, common sense says I can. It’s a big jump. I guess it’s within my power to open the floodgates to my heart. eeek!! That’s Superduper scary for me. I might get hurt or combust with all the feeling.
I wanna get married barefoot outside on a beach. That scares me. Actually, i am reclutant to say I want to get married. What if it doesn’t come true? How can I think of having kids too? Do I deserve them? How will I take care of them. I have many fears. I’m only writing about it now because it’s on my mind.
The thought of loving and being loved is more nebulous. I can handle it more. No committment. Freedom.
Just getting it out, trying to be real.- working on improving my body
- meditating to get at the root of my fears
- calling on the angels to bring love to me
- practise speaking my truth
- setting boundaries from the beginning
- have fun and be ok exactly as I am.
Crazy wonderful love would be wonderful and I am going to experience that.
