be completely happy

..i can say that right now i am completely, utterly HAPPY…...
:)

i’m working on it…with help. ;)
i’ve met someone, we spent the entire weekend together, just being goofy (putt-putt, racing go-karts at Goony Golf) and i was just totally blown away at how he made me feel like a 15 year-old again.good times, good times.

i’m not exactly sure this is possible for me.i’m a naturally sad person, i actually like being sad,it makes me happy (does that make sense?)
but it would be nice to know what true happiness really feels like…....