eLeOnoR in White River is doing 27 things including…

let go and let God

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eLeOnoR has written 3 entries about this goal

Untitled 2 years ago

Lord God of the solitary,
Look upon me in my loneliness.
Since I may not keep this Christmas in the home,
Send it into my heart.

Let not my sins cloud me in,
But shine through them with forgiveness in the face of the child Jesus.
Put me in loving remembrance of the lowly lodging in the stable of Bethlehem,
The sorrows of the blessed Mary, the poverty and exile of the Prince of Peace.
For His sake, give me a cheerful courage to endure my lot,
And an inward comfort to sweeten it.
Purge my heart from hard and bitter thoughts.
Let no shadow of forgetting come between me and friends far away:

Bless them in their Christmas mirth:
Hedge me in with faithfulness,
That I may not grow unworthy to meet them again.
Give me good work to do,
That I may forget myself and find peace in doing it for Thee.
Though I am poor, send me to carry some gift to those who are poorer,
Some cheer to those who are more lonely.

Grant me the joy to do a kindness to one of Thy little ones:
Light my Christmas candle at the gladness of an innocent and grateful heart.

Strange is the path where Thou leadest me:
Let me not doubt Thy wisdom, nor lose Thy hand.
Make me sure that Eternal Love is revealed in Jesus, Thy dear Son,
To save us from sin and solitude and death.
Teach me that I am not alone,
But that many hearts, all round the world,
Join with me through the silence, while I pray in His name:

Our Father which art in heaven, hallowed be Thy name.
Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done in earth, as it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread. And forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors.
And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil:
For Thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, forever. Amen.

Henry Van Dyke



In retrospect 3 years ago

This has not been an easy year, and drawing to its close, I have been reflecting on my part in it not being easy. Introspection only works if it is done with complete honesty, and maybe I have not been completely honest with myself. My emotions have been suppressed for many many years; maybe I need to give myself time to adjust. Being in a loveless, abusive marriage took courage to get out of, and I have to keep believing that I’m doing the right thing for me. My daughters and friends are proud of me for having come this far. I now put all my trust in my creator to carry me into the new year, hoping and praying that I’ll find peace and love and light.



Untitled 3 years ago

To believe like a child. How important this is continuing to be.



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