meet my true love

well i realized something today- i have never been in love; but for some reason everytime i’m dating someone i say i love them like after a month. So i’m still waiting for my true love but i’m a little young to be wanting “my true love” so i figure i better stop being sad when i’m not in love caus geez i still have like 5 years before i need to think about that…hmmmm

ughh do all guys not understand girls. One second i think i’m in love with this guy and the next he makes me feel worse than anyone. maybe i get upset to fast or expect too much…i hate how girls including myself are happy-sad-happy-sad up down all the time grrrrr i make myself mad haha

well..i’ve only been dating this guy about a month but i definatly care about him alot…and it’s a lot different with him than my last boyfriend; he respects me more and he is always doing really sweet stuff for me and i have a really great feeling whenever he’s around. i hope it turns into something…maybe love, i dunno