change my life

When I first added this to my 43things I was a little blah with the routine of day to day life. Since then I have landed my ideal job, moved to Vancouver (the Westend I might add), bought a new car and started University!

Its definately changed and I am really happy. More changes will happen in the future and when I want to do another big leaping change, I’ll add this back onto my 43things.

Arrggg .. I was just looking over my goals on 43things and realized my life is so hectic because I wanted it to be!! I always fall into the trap of just asking for stuff and not being specific enough. The Universe is like a fairly godmother with a hearing aid .. yes I said change my life but wholey cow .. I didn’t mean flip it upside down and toss me around like a rag doll!! Everything is going well (really well) I just wasn’t prepared for it. New things to include:

new: job, city, condo, technology, friends, challenges, relationships

But hey Universe .. thanks .. you’re the greatest :)

My new job is amazing! My faculty is so awesome and the people around me are really good. Theres so much to learn and so many people to meet. Some days its overwhelming and I think to myself .. wow, you go girl!!

I realize why I’m so stressed at work!!

I am an under valued resource!

I am capable of so much more than what I do today. My ability to learn is limitless and under the right conditions I could reach the sky and beyond!

So although I’m nervous about losing my job, at the same time I want more than what they’re giving me. I want to be nourished and treated with potiential. I want to be appreciated for all that I do (because I do work damn hard!) and as weird as this may sound, I want my boss to have high expectations of me and at the same time understand that I am young and growing.

Anyone would be lucky to have me, I’m more than you could ever hope for!

Need I say more?

umm okay .. maybe later .. not now .. not in the mood to talk about it