My mother drives me crazy. I love her – don’t get me wrong. I have a lot of hard feelings towards her. She has MS and is getting pretty bad healthwise lately – so I’m doing better at being understanding and patient with her. She’s not a bad person and she’s sorry for a lot of her past. I just have so much resentment that is hard to let go of.
Not to mention she is the world’s best guilt tripper. I don’t even think she knows she’s doing it half the time.
I’ve been ok around her lately – but I don’t see her as much either. I would like to see her several times a week. I need to learn to be kinder to her and get over my issues from the past instead of just avoiding her. I don’t want to waste my time with her – cause I know I’ll miss her when she’s gone.
