A work in progress...
2 years ago
An odd by-product… I find that I am keeping my own counsel more and more… other’s opinions seem to matter less. What I really find amazing is that others are bothered by this. As if they are used to you rambling on ad naseum about whatever you are afraid to be alone with in your own mind. As if they are waiting to tell me I am right, wrong, happy, sad… I struggle at times, because what I figured out that I really crave is the reassurance that what I am thinking is valid. I continue until I remind myself that my opinion about my actions is what really matters, I am the one who has to live wiht the consequences… Again, a work in progress…
