learn to share my feelings with others

Not long after putting in my first entry on this “thing” I started writing in my MySpace blog. It can be cathartic to share your feelings on a public forum. Not many people may read them, but I konw a few of my friends do and that has created deeper bonds between us.

I feel more comfortable writing about my feeling than I do talking about them verbally.

Of course I can’t put this one down as “I’ve done this” becuase I still have some feelings that I am not ready to share. But at least I have started to make an attempt.

I’ve just started browsing through 43 Thrings about an hour ago, and already I am amazed how open and honest people are in such a public forum. I’m afraid to tell my good friends many of the things I’ve been reading. I think part of this stems from me blaiming myself for whatever issue comes up. For the most part it is self inflicted, but I’m afraid that by sharing people will point out that it’s my fault, and that just scares me. Like them telling me makes it more “real.”
So now I have to try and open myself up more… Already getting nervous. Lets see what happens.