be a good friend

sometimes i just need a little time for myself. Sometimes i need alot of time for myself. My friends know and respect that. But i must not forget that i have to give them the attention they need as well. And i must realise that it would be unfair when i get jealous, because they’re having fun with other ppl instead of with me.

there’s this girl, she’s a friend of me and my best friend. we lost contact a little but now she’s moved to our town so we’re having more contact again. my best friend asked me if I was going to be best friends with that girl now. Why did she ask? Is she afraid of losing me on someone else? But that’s never gonna happen because my best friend is my best friend and I wouldn’t trade her for anyone in the world! The shitty thing is that they’re also doing all kinds of things together now. Should I be worried of losing her? Or will we get along with the three of us? Something we didn’t seem to manage to do the last time…. I’m just hoping for the best

how could I forget she had her exam wednesday… anyway, I did. I hated myself for it, but she didn’t really seem to mind when I confessed that saturday… just when things were getting better, I start to think only of myself again

Sometimes it feels like I’m not a good friend: only talking to them when I got something to say, without really listening to them. They’re so dear to me and I don’t want to lose them. I love them and I need to show that more….