Ok I have finally removed her from my im list. guess it’s just hard. I want to be her friend but things just always get weird. seems like she just wants to know i’m still interested in her. Why? I really have no clue.
sainton has written 5 entries about this goal
confronted her about her tendancy to cancel on me at the last minute if she makes plans with me. she had a ton of excuses. I’m thinking that we will not be chatting at least for a while.
damn it.. she preemptivly stiked me. I was about to tell her i was busy adn she calle d and told me before i could even finish saying hello. i wonder if she is on here as well.
i foolishly made tenitive plans with her again. i need to stop doing this. i know at the last minute she will just back out anyway. I need to realize she doesn’t want to be my friend she just wants to control me even if just in small ways.
she is still there. Calling and iming me. I really just want us to be just friends nothing more. It’s so hard though when I hear her voice and she sounds lonely or sad, i find myslef wanting to run over and rescue her. I just have to remember that’s not my job any more. Hecks it’s been several years and a couple of relationships.
sainton has gotten 2 cheers on this goal.
specialsocks cheered this 2 years ago
Lyca cheered this 3 years ago
