get better grades

So… What’s the trick? Ha? How the hell the others do it. How do they get those grades? I don’t believe they’ve got any talent or they try hard. I think there’s a trick which only they do know. I now only have to find it out…

Ah!

And with the end of the half-year the half-year report is coming also. I predict two 4 (where 1 is the best and 5 is the worst), so I’m actually still getting the same grades a bit, really a bit better then before, but still really really bad ones.
We have a holidays ‘cause of illness. So I have some extra time to learn, but it also means that the exams which were planned for this week will be next week besides the ones which were planned for the next week. So it will be the double amount of exams for next week.

I am not getting now better grades, no I’m getting worse grades, from everything. Except my language, and literature, which is included in one subject.--My average grades (where 1 is the best and 5 is the worst):
Roman Catholic Religion: 4
Slovakian: 1
English: 2
German: 4
History: 3
Society sciences: 3
Maths: 3
Physics: 4
Chemistry: 4
Biology: 5
Maths seminary: 4——Altogether, my average grade is 3,3 (that’s not good).

My vacation in Turkey was absolute murder of all my chances to get better grades. I missed only few lessons, but few lessons of each subject. I think I am gonna jump from a bridge, a London London London… bridge. Many people think I’m happy because I sing. But I am desperate. Like the wifes in the series. No. I am really in crisis. I am writing here this stupid post instead of actually learning something. Oh, what an asshole I am.

The school started and after first two days I have depressions how I will do it to have a better grades and keep working, start again going to the gym and I am planning a vacation in Turkey.
AAaaah! I should concern more in it. We had our first real class today and I think I will be having a verbal test, I think it may help my half year grade a bit, at least it will give me a good start for next day.

I’m still having worse and worse grades. I can get good grades for some period of time and then I loose them / get bad grades. I should more concern on this goal. It would be nice to have the end-year report with better average grade. Well there’s only one way, learn, learn and prepare for a next day in the school.

I didn’t get any 1 (A) this week, but I discovered one 1 from previous week. Anyway my goal is now elongated / extended to March + 2weeks. I should learn something and go to have a verbal exam from.

I didn’t get any 1 (A) this week. But I had two verbal exams, from Biology and from Chemistry. Both for 2 (B). Which doesn’t count into my “get better grades”, but it isn’t that bad. And we wrote a test, from History. :( I didn’t write anything meaningful. But I filled whole paper with crap. :) I’m not sure how it will end…
According to a fact, that I didn’t get any 1 this week, I have to extend my goal to – untill end of March + one week. Next I’m going to get a 1 from History, to adjust the incoming bad grade.

So I passed the exam from Physics – that’s good news. But,... We are going to have test, from Physics again. Besides this I want to get “one” (means A) from History, German or at least Biology (which I have first year). Or from english language, concerning my imrpove english want. I’m not sure now, anyway I must learn for Physics test, which is on next Monday.