be self-confident

... while searching for a job and then once finding a job gaining confidence in my ability to perform. Since starting the job I feel much better in my abilities and realize that I am much harder on myself then I should be. I’m feeling very confident and proud of myself!

is helping on the confidence-front. I was begining to feel real down when none of the jobs I’d applied for had responded to my applications/resume/cover letters…

... from the unhealthy situation I mentioned in my last entry, I’ve been doing okay with this goal.

Now the problem has to do with searching for jobs. Lately I’ve been questioning my skills and abilities and wondering if I’ll find a job I enjoy and can make a living on.

I’m doing my best to remain positive and think about everything I have to offer the world and my future employer.

I just have to refocus. For a while I’ve been too concerned with a certain somebody (of the other sex). And the horrible thing is, he has a girlfriend so I’m just wasting my time and bringing my self esteem down at the same time…