stop worrying about everyone else and worry about myself more.

I now worry about myself. And others too. But not like I used to. I put myself first sometimes. It’s a good thing.

I’m sort of doing this but I think maybe in the process I’m becoming less of a nice person. I just don’t have enough time or energy to be nice to everyone anymore. I have to try and look after myself for a change.

There’s so much of this going on right now. I don’t know the right descision to make for anyone else let alone me. I’m sop torn. Is everyones life this hard?

It sounds a bit like I’m full of myself here but I’m pathetically nice. So yeah. I gotta look after myself a bit better.