be comfortable with my body

i need to be realistic, there’s always going to be something about myself i don’t like. whether i’m a size 6, or 16.

so for now, i give up on all the dieting.
maybe in the future i’ll look back at this and think of myself as a failure, but for now i’ll look at it as realising it’s time to grow up and look at what you’ve got.

i’m tired of comparing myself to the 6”1 size zero, models on all the pages of vogue.

i’m 5”5 and a size 8/10, and i’m on a constant diet..
- only a few years ago, i was a size 14 and managed to trim down to only a size 8.. (i even managed to fit into a size 6 top the other day!) and even after that, i can find ‘fat’ problems with every aspect of my body. whether its my pot belly, bingo arms.. or even my thunder thighs!

..all I want is to look in the mirror and like what I see.