The human ashtray
3 years ago
Smoking is gross, I have been at it for about 6 years now so I shoukd now. It is killing me and I am paying a fortune to die. I stink like smoke and I am inconvienced by stepping outside always. Not only do I smoke but I smoke a lot. Too much. I am the human ashtray. I want to quit but it is soooooooooooooo hard. Cigarttes are always there after a meal, when I wake up, when I am nervous or tired. Quitting is like someone telling me I can not have fluid. Even that would be better because I could still have a smoke.
My whole family has quit but me and the boyfriend are still puffing away. I am going to take another try come August. Man, I am not looking forward to the pain but it would be so worth it to not be run by a small paper stick.
