I think I have met the guy who will relieve me of this fear. Because he is just as afraid as I am. He has been there as I have broken up with him twice. He is there while I figure myself out. I have consequently figured out that I don’t want to live without him. That scares me a little. But he is reassuring. I am also waiting on him for things too, but among other things we have in our long distance relationship is time. What can I say, I think I’m in love finally, truthfully.