give myself more credit

I was feeling down in the dumps after a recent break up thinking “what is wrong with me?” Then I realized I had been totally nice, more than understanding, kind and completely honest the entire time. It wasn’t me at all! I was actually pretty awesome. And I deserve someone better who will make time for me. I have to start giving myself some credit!!

It’s funny.. I keep coming back to this. I been ridiculously hard on myself lately when I really shouldn’t be. I have to try and remember that I’ve turned by life around in the last year. My life may not look like I thought it would but I’m doing okay. I’ve managed to make it to remission once (even though I’m not there anymore), I made my dream of traveling to France happen and now I’m starting my number one priority next week, university. I’ve done all that and then some in just a year. Pretty damn good Sarah!! You’re your own hero!! GIVE YOURSELF SOME CREDIT!