i’ve always wanted to see her. ever since i bought is this desire? i’ve been so enamored by her. her voice is so raw, and her lyrics are so unique, makes me feel like i’m listening to a daydream. there’s something about her personality (or rather, the personality of her music, since i haven’t met her) that i feel like i can relate to, so much that i really feel like myself when i put her music on.
i failed at seeing her live last year. i even had a ticket, and i totally could have gone. circumstances turned against me, however. yeah, i had an exam the next morning, but i was still determined to go. then there was a snow storm, and i was still dying to go but feeling jaded and depressed. then rohit and i got into a fight, one of those huge fights we had in which i tried to tell him how fucked up it was how he was treating me, but the fights always just ended up with me crying, and him feeling really awful and concerned but not quite understanding what he was doing wrong. and i was really depressed anyway, and i’m sure it would have been good for my mental health to just hop on the train to manhattan and see pj harvey, but i didn’t.
