be a better girlfriend

to be a better girlfriend… i found a better boyfriend. which sounds just flat out horrible, but after a 4 year relationship of never feeling good enough and mutual guilt flying back and forth, it was time. and now i’m happier, i want to do more for my new boyfriend, and i feel like a better person all around…

slowly creeping my way to actually doing this!

we’re on a break, and i’m kind of feeling like a horrible person….

totally failing at this right now….

for me, it took being dumped by my boyfriend to become a better girlfriend. This sounds wrong and detrimental to my sanity, but it’s really true. We were going out for three and half years, and we broke up over that same old bullshit that kept coming up. We just got back together yesterday, after not loosing contact for the entired breakup (two months) and i feel like a better person because i can finally say what i want to say and do what i want to do and be the person i am, because the worst has happened. The hardest thing for a relationhip to go through is the breakup, and ours came out stronger than it went in (for the record, we’ve been all but going out again since thanksgiving). I feel like I am a better girlfriend, but time will only tell!