write a book

I have too many unfinished books to even keep count of. And I’m so sensitive about the incompletion of them that I didn’t even want to add it to my list, because then it will be a constant reminder that I still don’t have one finished! A dream of mine since I was a small child and I didn’t even know it. My imagination was my best friend back then. And really, I’m not even counting on it to be published. Sometimes I feel like Johnny Depp’s character (Mort Rainey) in The Secret Window who knows he should be at his computer writing a novel, but wastes his day sleeping instead. I just can’t imagine leaving this life without having done it. If anyone has a cabin the woods that I can borrow, please advise. Thanks!