Fly like a Bird

I really would like to fly like a bird…I know though that this can never really happen. Thats why this goal of mine means alittle more. I want tohave the weight of everyday stress and hassles lifted off my shoulders. I wonder if this can ever really happen. I think I need to change my state of mind to do so, you know…don’t sweat the small stuff, when every aspect of life can be considered a small thing. My best friend just disowened me…she cut off our friendship because we both applied for the same job and I got it…I would gladly give the job up to save our friendship…but then I get to thinking, if she can just throw out our friendship of 8yrs because of a silly summer job, do I really want to save it? So, I’m trying not to sweat it. I think I’m on my way, but there is just sooo much to life that causes me to have anxiety. I always have to remind myself that it doesn’t matter….I’m confused