Stay happy and have faith no matter what!

When I lay my head down, wrapping my arms and legs around pillows.. When I am my most comfortable. I will then close my eyes and kiss you…

when the night is dark and the sounds silence, It is then I will close my eyes and feel you.

When the world has stoped with it’s demands on how I should feel, what I should do, has ended.
I will close my eyes and dream of you..

I dream a dream of lovers who be embraced.
An entanglement of emotion that emulates our bodies.

When I close my eyes, when the tears slip from the corners, I hear your voice.

When there is not another sound, save my gental breathing, I See you holding your arms open to me.

When the world is at peace and no other is around I open my eyes, to the thought of you.

when the day is fresh before the dawn has come to beckon, I open my eyes to the excitement of you.

Before my body can tell me it’s aches and pains I reach for you.
If only, in my fantasies.

My Dreams, My Thoughts, My Fantasy’s, My Love.

SMILEsmile SMILE smile SMILE smile SMILE smile SMILE smile

In spite of all the bad news, In spite of the drama within me. In spite of the pain or sadness I feel.

In spite of the feelings. I will feel them but they will not take over me. In spite of what Anthony is trying to do to me again… I will smile.

Life is way to short to sit and wait.. It is way to short to think that only one chance were given.. Life is to short to live it with mixed emotions.. It is to short to have it stolen, or worse yet, given away.
Life is precious and the only thing more precious than life is love…

I have been shown those who love me. who care whether I cry or smile and when I cry they allow me that.. Today, no matter what the day brings. No matter whether I am understood, accepted, loved or cherished..

I WILL SMILE.

I don’t want to be alone anymore.

I want love. I want to love.

BELIEVE

*soul
*soon
*sun
*night
*dark
*Pain
*rain
*storm
*calm
*death
*free
*spirit
*untouchable
*love
*hurt
*anger
*hatred
*fear
*life
*baby
*angel
*soul

Faith is believing even when belief has walked away from you.
Faith is holding on when you have no strength left.
Crying out when you want to go silent.
Faith is waiting for the answer, not to WHY, but to when.
Faith is seeing what is not so eaisly seen.
Leaning when you can no longer stand.
Faith is knowing that you may fall, but at least your on your knees.
Doing what needs to be done, faceing the waves of life
walking the valley, climbing the mountain.
Faith.

Faith in myself, Faith in the fact that “all things work together for the good of them who love Christ”. Faith that my prayers are being heard.. Faith That I can, I will….
I have Faith, sometimes true to nature I waver.. Sometimes the happiness part is fleeting, Sometimes the responsiblity of being faithful and full of faith is so strong..
Last night a friend told me the most attractive thing about me is My Faith.. To him that is what he is drawn to..
So what happens if I should stumble and fall to my knees.. Where each of us fall to keep us humble to learn our greatest lessons.. He has thanked me for bring him back to his faith.. {which I did not do purposly I only lived my life and talked my talk, I simply walked my path on my journey}
My greatest weakness is having faith in me… Believing I can.. I know I can and will survive… I am talking about more than that. Living…. Making a difference… Having someone be happy because I am there.. Knowing that with me around then there is joy.. I have a hard time in that area.. Faith is such a mulitdimensional experience… True Faith starts with Hope.
Faith the evidence of things Hoped for but not seen..
Seeing the circumstances and still Believeing that the circumstance will change. Faith….