survive my long distance relationship

that was the day in which i said to him “i’m in love” for the very first time! and the answer was sooooooooo great: “i was in love the min i saw you…”
just writing this right now makes my heart go faster!

being far from the person i love day after day and month after month is killing me! but i can do nothing towards that! i let things to life to time and to GOD!

my next goal is to say i love you to him cuz i’m sure of that now! n i can’t wait to c how he’s gonna react…

yesterday was great….we talked n talked n talked about everything n nothing about our childhood n stuff like that…each time he makes me laugh…he sent me news pics n it made me realize how much i miss him n want him next…

i don’t knw if i must beleive it’s gonna work i think i don’t wanna think rationally about that cuz i don’t wanna be neither pessimist nor optimistic!!!!!

for the first time in my life i’m scared n lost,happy n sad same time! i want this to work but it’s not easy! wanna knw what the future holds so bad!

08/06/08(premier e-mail!)

i was listening to the radio and i heard a beautiful song “crush” by david archuleta and then i looked for it on youtube and listened to it and it made me think about him more and more…i cant get him out of my mind! hope that he feels exactly the same!

yesterday,he sent me a sweet txt late at night, i was asleep!

i read it in the morning and it made me think about him and miss him more…

now, i wanna cry soooooo bad because i want him next! fuck distance!

missing my big baby so much :’(