conquer my fears

discovered the fun of conquering my fears
therefore can mark is as done
however, I’m replacing this with a new one
feel the fear and do it anyway
thus, I’ll continue!

I’m calling people and I’m having so much fun doing this!! This fear is beaten FOREVER!!!! Funny to think I was afraid of doing this for so long.

Fear of asking for help when I actually can feel I need it

On the other hand, I’m always prone to help (and I do help) when someone asks me to. Lost balance.

The best way of dealing with a FEAR is to JUST DO what you’re most AFRAID of. Will try.

fear of making mistakes

This feels a little bit weaker than some time ago
but still I hesitate too much
when I’m about to do something
I haven’t done before

Means to deal with this one:
MAKE THINGS HAPPEN

‘Make as many mistakes as you can
but remember not to repeat any of them’
(by ??? can’t remember)

but if i manage to work out a habit of being brave anytime, i will mark it as done
small steps forward
but it works

why?

phone calls

How you know best how to dig it out
How you tolerate all my quits and wait for me to come back
Again
How I answer even though I’m sure I’d not be responding to someone else
You’re like a magic hand…

(to be cont.)

(I dedicate this song to H.)