not let the little things in life bring me down

when I seem to fail not to let the little things bring me down… But as soon as I realize they do, I let go of whatever it is and say to myself: these are just little shingles being thrown at me and I am strong enough not to let them punch me through. Even if these were heavy stones, I will resist. I have (re)built a solid basis on which I placed my self-esteem and nothing and/or nobody will let me down unless I accept it. And it helps.

the little don’t
my mother’s provocations do no more
I know where I am going
And my goals are HUGE
So I don’t care of the little
I’m heading towards THE GOAL

with this goal…
I got irritated today by (I’m-not-sure-if-small-but-still-not-that-important-to-get-irritated) email from someone who tries to take control but no responsiblity. I need to talk it over with the one that is really responsible and cares.

Hope we’ll find a way out… (though tough through is the only one I can think of)

Let’s give a try to my new skill = speaking out!

that I can control my reactions
in all situations

No chance for little things to bring me down
as long as I remember what I’ve said above
in all situations

I will perform better at work
I didn’t know they wouldn’t know
So I can’t accuse myself
Just will know the next time

don’t know if that really so LITTLE
but it’s again my mother
sometimes I think it’s ok
but sometimes it’s a disaster
today it’s the latter

I think it’s good idea to move out of here
seems it will happen sooner than I actually estimated it would

It turned out we can’t continue with our Swedish classes;
And I really wanted it to continue because I liked it;
But I wasn’t let down by this fact;
What I will do I think is go out and look for another language school which I can join for Swedish classes…
Maybe this one will be even better??

Again, it brings me down
It disturbs me so much
due to the fact
that if affects my body as a whole
Whenever it starts aching
my body gets so faint
so I can hardly do anything
I guess it’s because of the ice-cream
Just too much.
I will try to eat less ice cream
in the coming weeks
to see if it helps
If not, I guess I should
have an appointment with a doctor
which I would prefer to avoid

almost succeeded as well (he’s rather big but what he did was small...)
but thanks God I controlled my temper this time (that was a couple of hours after this happened)

said to myself:
I do my best
I compare myself to myself
Not to anyone else
I know I will be paid off for the good (and the bad) I do
Multiplied thousands of times
As anyone will

Did help

like this

my stomach took control over my emotions and my temper
i perhaps said too much and it let me down
but now i’ve recovered though