i feel i am living passionately….
i don’t have tensions , except for minor ones. Earlier it was like, wasting time on unnecessary things and i never used to think for myself .. but now its opposite.. i put myself and my life as the topmost priority and i do plan things and i know what needs to be done.
Now at least i dont think i am living for nothing… instead i feel i got to do so much in life… sometimes i feel, i might run out of time .. soo much to be done and so less time….
i definitely feel… i am living passionately cos i ” love my LiFe, Its BeAuTiFuL “
sherly has written 7 entries about this goal
as of now… not much tensions and i am not thinking that much..
i am liking what i am doing and i am keeping myself busy for time being. i am glad i have this beautiful life…
over this situation and have decided to come out of it by getting a balance in life… i realise that socialising is equally important and i cant spend my life running away from the reality… i need to accept the things which cannot be changed…. and at the same time improve mysely day by day…
well, i feel something has changed in me… i donno wether it is for good or bad…. yesterday i had gone out of station with my parents, i noticed that i get easily irritated, i cant adjust with things around me, i get impatient when i need to wait for something…
i noticed i was never like this before.. i get angry easily and i donno why i am feeling like this… i am trying to do things to bring more optimism in my life… i am so much involved in myself that i hardly meet new people and visit new places … thats the reason why i feel so comfortable sitting at home and doing my stuffs rather than going out n meeting people . sometimes it so happens that when i see some poor person, i feel so depressed that i start thinking what can be done to get him out of it…
sometimes what happens is, when someone tries to cheat or make fool out of me.. i just lose my temper and i start scolding that person,( i have started noticing this in recently times)and my anger doesnt go easily…
i seriously wonder why this is happening to me… i need to figure this out soon…
lately Ive been very very busy… loads of office work and then parents are coming to visit me tomorrow…. Its gonna be very hectic but I’ll try my level best not to get stressed out … I am starting to enjoy my life… im busy all the time but it feels good and also that im not wasting my time…..
well… for now im happy…
i think I am starting to understand myself… i no longer feel worthless as i have become totally independent n i no longer look up to people to assure me emotionally… im glad im starting to like myself and i hope i’ll improve more on this..
now i feel, im doing justice to myself… i’m starting to find passion my life … im happy… :)
im gonna change myself…. enough of passing my days… im gonna live each day passionately….
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