Still saving up so that I will be able to do that. It’s growing!
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I’m working on this very strongly at the moment. This new job… with a substantial increase of salary is largely responsible for my renewed enthusiasm and confidence for my ability to accomplish the goal of eventually moving out and supporting myself… of course all of this comes from God. I’m really saving money now so that I’ll be able to move out within a year; I have to feel more financially stable before I take that huge step.
I’m in the process of truly making this happen. I can’t live with my parents anymore… I’m about to lose it! By fall it is an absolute MUST that I have moved into my own place, in order for me to be successful in my studies and in figuring out my life in general. Living at home has a huge stigma attached to it… because I was abused as a child. I work full time and it is so important that when I get home from work each day I have a safe haven… a place where I can be ALONE and UNDISTRACTED to really get some studying and other things accomplished. Sometimes just being around my mom, when she’s not even doing anything… causes me to feel like I can’t do anything, just because of my history with her. Not good or healthy and I need a better place to heal and grow… which any place would be better than here. Please pray for me.
God has opened many doors for me lately… and I know He’s not through doing that… He never will be. I may close doors, but He never closes doors. I’m the one whose always ended up turning my back on His opportunities for my life… He never turns His back. I plan on moving out within the next month. It’s a MUST. Please pray for me to find the right place… with God’s help… if you have the time. Thank you.
As I prepare for a higher paying job… this goal is becoming much more possible! I am so excited for what my future will entail. I know that I will be moving out before the end of the summer.. so that when school starts I won’t have to constantly be distracted by living with my parents any longer!!