stop caring about what other people think

i realize im caring less and less about this as time goes on.

wow. well today one of my roommmates basically approached me and was saying that it seemed like ive felt uncomfortable when we go out lately…which i guess i do! and it sucks. its like i just have a lot that i want to be these days, and i dont know how to be it without worrying what others think. and i realize now that worrying what others think looks ridiculously worse than just being yourself. i often worry that im too loud or that my jokes are stupid or that people dont want to hear what i have to say…all totally bogus and stupid. starting today im truly going to put a stop to the worrying. at first i hated that my friend told me this, but now im thanking her for it because it gives me all the more reason to seriously stop it.

this is one of the hardest things for me…my mind won’t stop constantly thinking about other people. the smallest things tend to drive me crazy when i’m thinking this way. all i want is to be more carefree, not worry about everything so much, and live the life i truly want to.

worrying about this is such a waste of time!