I’m not very sure why this seems to be my answer when things go wrong, to try and block myself off from everyone. I suppose at my lowest I feel embarrassed and inferior and that everyone around me is thinking all the negative things I’m thinking about myself. At my lowest I’m not even comfortable in my own company. I can’t look in the mirror, I don’t want to get dressed or leave my bedroom.
University in 2 days…PLEASE don’t revert back to this. You’re not worthless.
I might reread that last bit just before I go.