make some friends

This is one goal I absolutely suck at. I might delete this from my list. I don’t know yet.

I’ve been trying to connect with people online more lately. So far it’s not working.

It’s always been difficult for me to find people that share the same interests as me and who I can relate to and make close bonds with. The few friends that I did have moved away and/or got married and after a while I realized that I was always the one calling them and they would not call me. I hate to be the one chasing behind people. It makes me feel like I am the only one trying to contribute to the relationship. I am pretty much a loner in my everyday life but it would be nice to have people close to me whom I can trust and share my thoughts with. Most of the time the only people I end up hanging out with if any are coworkers. But that type of friendship never seems to grow to the level that I would want it to be at. I know people say that we are social creatures by nature but sometimes I wonder if I am destined to be alone. So I sit in my apartment alone with my thoughts.