Live My Dreams, Not Just Dream Them

Lately i’ve noticed how much i tend to write about things i want to do. I love to write about it, talk about it you name it, everything but actually DOING it!
It’s hard to get out of that habit, it’s so much easier to think about something than do it but it’s nowhere near as much fun.

This needs to change.

I fell in an emotional rut lately. I stopped thinking about myself and focussed too much on other people and what they wanted, so much so i started following their dreams!
But now i find myself in a rather difficult position and there are two options, 1) go back and do what everyone said i should do. Or 2) Follow my life long dream.
I know the dream will be much harder but it’s now or never and i think now is better than any other time.

It’s only two months into the year and already i’ve made so much progress towards achieving my dreams.
I’ve made plans, booked things i’d normally put off and doing things that i’ve always wanted to do but been to afraid of.
Dreaming is only the beginning, but living the dreams can’t be out done, the feeling you get by just taking one small step closer is great, i’m so much happier for doing this goal and following my dreams instead of crushing them under everything else.

when people describe me one of the most used words is dreamer, i’m terrible, from day dreaming to goal dreaming i do it.
Some people think it’s good! but then again some find it irritating and bad. For so long i’ve believed it to be bad and wrong and my anxiety didn’t help matters but within the past year i seem to be coming out of hiding and dreaming again, and not being afraid to do so, even now my plans for the year could be described as a dream! but it’s a good dream… lets hope 2010 is the year i finally live the big dreams.

dreamt of getting a dog – got one
dreamt of seeing muse live – going in 2 weeks
dreamt of getting through depression – got there
dreamt of following my dreams – starting to.

It’s starting to look good hehe.