stop feeling sorry for myself

So much has happened in 10 days. I have been offered a promotion after passing an interview with my company. I have found a girl that actually likes me and whose company I enjoy. I have been so busy with keeping fit and trying new things that I haven’t had time to feel sorry for myself. However, I looked back at my last entry and thought it was 4 months ago..It was only 10 days ago. So if 4 months actually pass, and my future self is still feeling positive. I think I’ll add this to the “I’ve done this” list. Apart from keeping busy, I guess there’s another tip I have found and that is to really be proactive… even with the smallest things. Makes a huge difference I think.

My moods are flying between positivity and confidence and complete negativity and self pity. I can’t seem to find a pattern of consistency.

I am a batller though, its in my nature to fight when things are going against me, and to take it easy when things are going well.

I’m just getting tired of fighting all the time.