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3 weeks ago
all i need is willpower and an incredible resistance to study headaches.
which i do not have right now :(
αძძy ❀ has written 3 entries about this goal
oh dear.
5 months ago
my high school average right now is a 70. a 70?!? that’s about 20-something points away from the school i want to get into. it ain’t no ivy league either.
the thing is, i know my problems, but i can’t fix them. i can’t convince myself that a critical lens essay isn’t rocket science. i can’t turn off the tv to read the goddamn book that’ll get me more than a 65 on a test the next day. i don’t know why it’s so hard.
i’m also unsure of who i’m doing this for. it’ll make my parents happy, but i don’t really know how giving up everything else and bringing home the A’s would make me feel. being a crappy student doesn’t make me feel great either, but i’m just stuck in a rut right now and i want some mint chocolate chip.
some reassuring words would also help, but my parents think that convincing me i’m going to be packing groceries 10 years from now is the biggest help. :/
this is not progress
10 months ago
so far this year, the only accomplishment i’ve made is failing a class for the first time. i had a 97 average last year.
