be more insane

Yesterday I showed D my stupid happy dance (He was feeling a bit down). Which may not sound particularly insane, but I have a massive crush on him, and in these situations I tend to go out of my way not to do anything even slightly embarassing. But I’ve come to the conclusion that winning him by showing him the real me would feel amazing.

So go happy dance!

I think it does.

Oh dear, I don’t think my parents would want to know some of the things I got up to…

Still thing more loosening up is in order though. But travel definitely reduces your inhibitions a bit.

be more spontaneous, less scared. do things that freak me out but i know are worth doing. act like a lunatic on a train full of suits. just for fun. and then walk out as if nothing happened.