Lose 5 kgs

been working out,everyday,it seems like such an uphill climb though.
but i know i have to do this.

the stupid weight just crept on i guess and now i hate the way i look,
i hate my body.i really do.its so sad because i used to love my body and i used to work hard at it too..what happened to me?why did i let go?i feel so sad.
why couldn”t i be like one of those women who manage to look incredible even with a couple of extra pounds on.
i dont look incredible
i just look fat
FAT

ideally i should be losing 10,but right now that number seems too huge so i am sticking to 5 kgs right now..