2011 was a year of change and honestly a bit of a rollercoaster for me to say the least. My boyfriend of four years and I ended our relationship and little after I found that he had been as faithful to me as I had imagined. Followed by a semester of ups and downs, refinding myself and then losing myself in a casual dating relationship, I am putting my foot down. 2012 is about me.
I have a lot of things that I want out of this year that I have been waiting for my entire life, such as graduating college and applying to osteopathic medical school. I want to move out of state and away from everything that I know and become the person I have always held inside of me. I have already returned/became more of myself since my relationship with my ex ended nearly five months ago. I am truly myself now, the person I had only briefly been able to be during those four years of dating. I am not willing to let go of who I truly am again, especially not for any man. I hope that I don’t find the man that is meant for me this year, I won’t be ready for him.
To 2012, let us all be more ourselves and be as happy as we are meant to be. Find the inner erotic in yourself and don’t let go.