lose 50lbs in 6 months

I have been putting off this goal for too long now, guess the best time to start is now. Always told myself that I was going to do it, that after giving birth I will diligently do it. I did though signed up for the gym after Elizabeth was born but I always found a reason not to go.. like ” I need to spend time with Elizabeth.”, “I am tired from working night shift.”, “I will do it tomorrow.”.. anything and everything.. I guess I have already exhaust the reasons as to why not to do it and NOW is the time to say… STOP!! do it now before its too late. Do it for myself and not for anyone else. Half the year is over, what better day to start than now.. true, I did not have any new year’s resolution for 2007 but the year is not done yet right?.. So for today.. I did pretty good and not gorging out on food. I am at work now and trying to control myself from ordering. I think that is one reason why I gain weight, all this ordering out when at work.. SO NOTE TO SELF: BRING A LUNCH BAG TO AVOID ORDERING OUT. Little baby steps I am taking today.