get closer to God

I went to church today… First time in a while. While in church today I noticed that when the Pastor said turn to this script, not only me but others flipped through our Bibles searching for the script, I had to look the book up in the contents. I have never learned which order the books are in. I know the Old and New testaments but not the order of each book. So this week and probably most of next week I will learn the order of the books in the Bible.

Since the death of my friend I have gotten to the point that I do not do my usual things. I know that I have to get closer to God, again. I am not sure how I drifted away from God. I want to read the Bible every morning before I go to work, somehow work and my children take over (I KNOW THAT IS NOT RIGHT),but thats what has been happening.