Be The Me That God Wants Me To Be!

Which is basically total Submission. In my case I find that task when it may come simple for some to do, to be The Hardest spiritual lesson of them all for me, I tend to “say that It’s in the Lords hand,without thinking twice until, The Lord seem to have no intrest of my sense of “pace” and moves at speeds that I dont even consider to be moving,which always seems to lead to me taking things outta “his hands’back into mine own, which Ive learned from previous experiences to be the worst thing to. My Heavenly father says tomatoe & I may agree to his logic, but I always seem to find a way to make it tamato.it’s very much like when I was a kid, and would ask my mother for; whatever, a sandwich or chips or whatever, and my mom would most of the time say hold on a sec, but my impatient self serving nature would be like; well can I get It myself, mom would always say no,I guess thinking that if Im asking for It then it’s must be because whatever Im asking for is outta reach or something that could be of danger to me if I was to retieved it without supervision, but usually minutes after mom has said ‘no’ just give me a sec & I’ll Get it. after what seems to have been hours have seem to have passed in my little mind, I’d somehow mutser up to courage to defy my mothers wishes & get it myself. Id always end Up hurt,something would break,or I’d make a horrible mess, and the first thing my mother would usually say Is; If you’de only given me a minute you wouldnt be in this mess! And I continue to have those “mental whoopings” just that now theyre less from my mother,and more from God!