Ugh, It seems like I am looking for something that I can not find. I know that when you give up you eventually find the one. I feel like I am in that movie the forces of nature, everyone I seem to like does not like me and vice versa. I finally went on a date with a nice guy or so I thought but he did not call. I feel like I am just lonely as pathetic as it sounds. I remember a time when I was happy with my life the way it was even though everyone around me had someone. I am reading this book by a preacher that says everything happens in its own time.
I know I have not gotten over my past relationships really the one serious relationship I have. I know its silly to think I will never have a boyfriend again. But all I know is bars, online, speed dating whatever does not work to find a guy. A hookup yeah. But not something real, especially in NYC.
But I did something positive on Monday though. I signed up for the Out of the Darkness Overnight. Which is a 20-mile walk through the night. It’s a journey of hope – to heal the losses of the past and help prevent suicide from taking more lives. Net proceeds will benefit the American Foundation for Suicide Prevention, to fund research, education, survivor and awareness programs – both to prevent suicide and to assist those affected by suicide. I need to raise a thousand dollars so if you are interested in sponsoring me please visit my link below to my sponsor page below.
http://www.theovernight.org/fundraising/hamil
Thanks,
Sophia
