weigh 110 pounds

I will be skinny because I want to look like a model. I will be skinny because I will be attractive. I will be skinny so I will look like Nicole Richie and Lindsey Lohan and Kate Moss and Ina Browning. I will be skinny to look good in pictures. I will be skinny so I’ll be faster and a better athlete. I will be skinny because I will be attractive. I will be skinny because I will look good in a bikini. I will be skinny because I will be able to be the best dressed and wear whatever I want, like short shorts, tight little dresses, leggings for pants, short skirts, tight jeans, crop shirts, tank tops, bandeau tops, etc. I will be skinny because I will look good in rompers. I will be skinny because I will fit into the yellow dress and look good in my american apparel little black dress.

Wow. I hadn’t realized that I’d gained. Today: 133. Shit.

and am gaining weight. I need a personal trainer to kick my butt into gear

This morning I weighed 127.5! Not much of an accomplishment, but I’ve been eating really poorly so this was very encouraging.

December 18: 128

2 pounds a week, 9 weeks. I can do it! I just need to stay disciplined. My diet is really similar to Sugar Busters, I just need to be more disciplined