decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life

I will be starting nursing school in a few weeks and I am extremely excited about that. I am so glad that I made the decision to become a nurse because the job suits my personality. My career goal is definetly working out for me!! Thank you so much God. I also want to be a musician,business owner and an athlete. I need to work on those!!

I know that I want to be an athlete in university. If I progress and become famous then I would be ok with that but I am definetly going to focus on nursing as my main career.

OK I just turned 18 yesterday and I realise that I have alot of responsibilities on me. I need to honestly take care of my siblings more even though I am the youngest. I need to stop depending on my dad and start being independent. I really need to start making money quick. I am thinking of starting my own ebay shop because I have alot of books which I can sell. I am going to try to start my own internet business. I want to make this very successful. There is alot of information on how to make money online and all of that. I just hope that these things are genuine.

I will be finishing school in July and then I am free. I honestly hate school alot but I do have fun there lol I prefer the work setting. I plan on just working for now until I figure out what I want to do with my future. I know that I have to go to university next year but I am just not ready to go right now. I just feel so frustrated because I have no clue.

My dad keeps pressuring me and telling my family that I dont know what Im doing with my life and all these bad things about me. I know what I want when it comes to getting married soon and having kids BUT I need a career. I know that I need to out of my house soon. Eveyone is just expecting the same me and nothing new. Boring,fat me. I need to honestly do something different. That is why I want to take a job overseas for next year.

There is also an internship at Disneyland Florida which I am able to apply for. I would loveeeeeee this. I cant even stress how much. I have been searching so much for jobs but I am barely getting any response. I need to find a job pronto so that I can save up to go. By the money that I get from my ema (which is little) I am going to try to save up money.

After I get myself in shape, I am going to pursue an acting career in England only. I dont wanna be mad famous but I would love to be in an English soap or presenting. I am gonna work on my acting skills while working on getting in shape and changing my whole look. This is what I really want to do but not forever.

Ok Im editing this after like an hour. I also really want a baby. I would love to get married in 3 years time and then have a baby. Yes I want to be a young mother and wife but obviously I have to be able to care for and look after my baby. I have to get married first though lol So Im praying that God sends me a good husbad anytime soon. So that is what I wanna do with my life.

I want to live a very blessed life. I want to walk with God while Im on the earth. There are so many things I wanna do. During the whole if my teenage years (I am 18 this month) I thought about my future everyday. lol I still dont know what I want to do as a career. Howeverrrrr I do know that I wanna get married and have kids soon. I would love to get married at 22 or 23.

I dont have a boyfriend right now thats because I always turn guys down which is ok because I am working on myself. I havent even added “fall in love” or “find a boyfriend” on my list because I am concentrating on me. When I accomplish the goals that I need to do for myself THEN I will definetly be adding goals like that to my list :)

I know that I wanna live a fabolous wealthy life like Kimora lee simmons I want to have alot of money which means I am going to have to work hard for it. I am thinking of becoming an accountant then opening my own salon. I will also definetly be a french tutor. I have to do that. That is one of my main goals which is not that hard to accomplish lol

I havent finished deciding but I will update this goal again sooon :)

My passions in life are languages especially french and music. I am going to try to work around my passion for languages. I can speak quite a bit of french but now I am planning to stay there for a few months. For years I have been completely drained from school. I really dislike it. I am not motivated at all. I am only happy when I am speaking/learning french or listening too music and playing my piano. I was thinking about just becoming a french teacher but Im not entirely sure yet. I do know that I would love to own a salon/boutique. I also love children and babies. The only thing that I am sure about is that I have to get married and have children before the age of 25. I am praying to God that he sends me a good husband…....