Complete "The Artist's Way"

I read Chapters 9-12 and now I’ll finish the tasks! The end is in sight and it feels great to have learned so much.

Got stuck in chapter 8. Had some life issues to work through apparently. Just got back from my Artists Date. Wrote many days this week. Had some syncronicity that should get an award. Putting the best of the artist date events into my gratitude list and off to read.

I really get a chance to do this only on the bus. It works. I’m back to putting my life back together. Always have to redefine what I want.

I have been fixated on chapter 8 for months. I read it again tonight and still wanted to do the exercises yet again. I’m moving on. Fell asleep reading chapter 9.

So what happened today with the symphony was pretty revealing. I got to sit between and 8 year old being given an opportunity that I would have loved at his age, that he didn’t. And on the other side, a woman my age that had to recover from parents that gave her everything. Maybe not having stuff makes it so much more of a treasure when you finally get it.

So I wrote for and hour and avoided being specific. I just made myself responsible even more for my position in life. Realized how important the lists that I make are for me in making my life work. It was hard, but good.

I’m still stopped at Chapter 8 Task 2, reinventing my childhood. I’m totally avoiding this and WOW thats probably significant, wouldn’t you think? I stopped everything rather than deal. Is that a message or what. Maybe I should skip it and move forward like pem1970 . maybe I should isolate for a couple of days and just work it through and make my way through whatever is there in the spooky forest. What scary and painful stuff is there, well I probably should find out and it will either be incredibly painful or just not that bad. Hmmm. I probably will live through it and might even get in a good cry.

1. Just had a great syncronicity. My friend was doing a phone job interview and I ended up talking to the recruiter. I am totally qualified to do something for the company but not the job he was interviewing for.

2. Artist Date. This week I decided to try to write an erotic short story. It was really fun. Realized that my erotic vocab need a little development. The story is important for women.

3. I haven’t been doing morning pages since I started exercising. Only so much free time in the day.

Someone wrote me about this and I thought is was great syncronicity for my chapter 8 task 2 work that I’m doing today. I loved the comments by people that had functional families or at least memories of someone functional events, or maybe one functional parent.
Blog link
http://nielsenhayden.com/makinglight/archives/010594.html#010594
and the card for this day,
This is quite morbid but funny- http://www.canary3d.com/mashup/DFD-card.jpg

I asked my daughter today whether she wanted to reinvent her childhood and she said, “No, it made me who I am today”. I told her she was just repressing her disappointments. I love her so much.