I would’ve thought that my friends could support me, but out of the 8 people I’ve told, 3 DIDN’T say “eww,” “sinner,” or “blasphemer.” (I have a strong feeling that I spelled ‘blasphemer’ wrong.) I have enough people using ‘gay’ or ‘homo’ as an insult, but now my own ‘friends’ have to put me lower than themselves.
Occasionally I get these questions; “are you normal again?” “are you still ‘wrong?’”
I’m sick of being ‘wrong’ for something that I can’t control, I’m sick of faking relationships with girls, and I’m sick of the empty whole in my heart. But I’m not ready to tell more people when this is what I got from my closest friends.
