have self-confidence

After all, I have some self-confidence. Sometimes I don’t feel like the way. To be continue in goal “Be more confident”. Thank you for all your cheers!

The following are something I learned from the previous class besides the movements.
- Eye contact and smile, I’m still working on this
- breaking my own rules, need to work on this, as well
- feel good to be sexy, hmmm… a little bit but mix feeling good and shy
- playfulness
- enjoy teasing, yap that I got that, not that I am able to do it or not
- daring
- it takes hard work for being a stripper
- size does not matter to be sexy
- look like turn on myself…???

Next week, I’ll wear 6 inches hells at the class. Not so sure what am I going to do with it after the calss but… ha ha ha

Oh btw, I tried the movement to a guy and it worked great! That was easy. (FYI, It’s only teasing and no sex.)Ah ha!

I completed the three classes.

Abusolute pushing the envelope experience!!!
It’s about being comfortable with my own skin!

I will continue in November.

I admit sometimes I’m a sucker for infomercial and kind a dupe. OK, Here was sales pitch for me.

“Fears will be overcome! Empower Yourself! Embrace your womanhood and express yourself!Confidence will be boosted! Explore your personal boundaries with nothing but a smile! Use what you learn to improve your everyday life!”

What do you think that is? It’s a striptease class by a former exotic dancer. It’s tonight that I signed up for. Don’t worry no one will be stripping. I was thinking about this for quite a while. How silly!? But It’s time for action. I want to be comfortable/relaxed with myself and I thought it might help my confidence and might strip off a pretense. who knows? If I learn some sexy movement that would be a bonus. To be cotinued.

working on develope self-confidence. The problem is I don’t want to be arrognce. I guess I have a side of arrogance that I’m afrid of.