be less obsessive

I totally love to be obsessive over boys, right now a boy. Keep your options open. even though he broke up with his girlfriend over you.

... I know who I want to be but most of the time I’m driven by compulsion. I am boy crazy. I need to be admitted to a rehab clinic. I wanted to have sex with this guy in class today. Real bad. I was squirming all around, I’m rediculas. I thought that maybe I should call my ex-boyfriend and ask him to come over and then I would seduce attack him. ahh bad idea. I just need to calm down.

... in my fantasy he always tells me how much he respects me as he is kissing me and pressing me up agaisnt the wall. Respect is so fucking hot. I am also obsessed with 2 or 3 boys I only really know one, I kinda know the other and the last one is a feminist usher at the van duser. ohhhhh that’s hot. He wears an arm band and looks like che. Ieyeyeah