forget the beauty standard

forgiving is another

I’ve worked really really hard at this, It’s at times almost impossible. At feministing.com they have a beauty pagent for inner beauty. My ex boyfriend was obsessed with how I wasn’t culturally beautiful and that I didn’t care. Sometimes it felt awkward, but eventually it felt good. Even though in someways I might be culturally beautiful, as other people have argued this. Whatever, it’s compleatly irrelevant. I strive to fascinate myself and others. That is what captivate me about others. I know people who are compleatly unattractive who I would die to be with because they are so deliciously intricate and intelligent. I find pure beauty to be shallow and a waste of energy. I will never shave my legs, vagina or armpits again and haven’t for a while. I have huge tattoos of my art on my large body and short red hair. People find me to be attractive. I want to lose weight for my own health and have rejected this idea because of my refusal to accept traditional beauty standards. I can’t let this rule my life though. Oh well. Good luck to the rest of you.